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Monday, April 23, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!



Cindy's Birthday Giant Cupcake, Cake!

This is an old post that some how never got posted and I never realized it! Please excuse it since it has been almost 1 year since I made this item but it is still very delicious!

     I wanted to make Cindy's Birthday Dessert for her Birthday present. I was wondering why I was paying $30.00 on proflower/Sharie Berries plus another $20.00 to ship people baked goods that I could make. My mother-in-law also lives down the road so it is not like it would be an issue to send over the dessert. I probably spent more than that amount on the final results of Cindy's Birthday gift since I baked from scratch but it was an experiment that went well.

  I was originally only going to make her a cake, then it became a request for chocolate cupcakes and then there was another request. After tasting the Penny Love Pop-Pop cookies which were the ones I sent to my father and froze the other half for Cindy's cook out. I was not expecting them to go over well since Cindy has declared that she does not like dark chocolate. But guess what she loved them! In fact she really like them/was drooling for them. After a long thank you phone call about the cookies I asked her "Do you want cookies or cupcakes?" Cindy said "Could I have both?"

  Now normally if someone requested a cake from scratch AND cookies from scratch I would turn to them and say "you get one and that is it." However my mother-in-law Cindy always is being generous to me and my husband Jonathan. Cindy is an entertainer. Cindy is always taking us out to dinner, making dinner at her place, or we go get our nails done. She has three dogs and since Penny does not have a fenced in/ safe backyard she is the fourth dog of her house. Cindy was the one who gave Jonathan the idea and connections to even get Penny-- which is the BEST present I have ever gotten from Jonathan. Because of Cindy I got the first pick of the female dogs from the Kennel we got Penny (aka "pink" after her pink collar she wore) and that is something I will always be grateful regarding. Penny is just a happy face to see after a really long ride from work and after a really, really hard day. Look below and try to say no!


When Penny was just Pink at Deanna's Puppy Farm


Penny at like maybe 4 or 5 months with a bucket of clams at Cindy's house
 
   Cindy's doors have been open for Jonathan still at any time and also all of his stuff hunting/fishing/boat is still at her house. That in itself is beyond generous since Jonathan is not neat and he likes to go fishing at 5 am and picks up the boat at her house. I cannot imagine living with all of Jonathan's hunting and fishing gear in our 600 square foot condo! I was very lucky to get a mother-in-law like Cindy who raised my husband to be a good man (a well organized or man who can clean..no). So when Cindy said that she wanted both cookies and cup cakes I said "okay no problem!" Then all of the plans for her cake and cookies were Top Secret! I arranged for her cake and cookies to be held at her friend/neighbors house so that they would not be damaged (since I could not be at the party since I was working-- that is a theme to my life because I have rotating hours/day part time job which is not convenient).  



  I have never made a cake from scratch and I chose because of her request for cupcakes a Giant cupcake pan. As you might know from my other postings I am NOT a good froster. In fact I am not a neat and pretty baker. I make things that taste good but are not that pretty. They are no ugly dog contest but they at least look edible but are no Martha Stewart final results. This cake I was up late baking and then I spent a long time of the next day working on as well.

 To make the following Giant Cupcake, Cake with Cannoli Filling and Ganache make sure the night before to prepare the ricotta. Line a sieve with a layer of cheesecloth, and set over a bowl. Spoon the 22 oz of ricotta into sieve. Cover, and let drain in the refrigerator overnight.

  The Devil's food cake recipe I got from William Sonoma's Collection:Cake (book) page 100.

Makes 2 9-inch (23 cm) round cakes



Ingredients:

2.25 cups (9 oz) cake (soft-wheat) flour
1 teaspoon baking soda (bicarbonate of soda)
0.25 teaspoon salt
1 cup (8 oz/250 g) unsalted butter, at room temperature
1 cup (7 oz/220 g) firmly packed light brown sugar
0.75 (6 oz/185 g) granulated sugar
4 large eggs, at room temperature
2 teaspoons vanilla extract (essence)
4 oz (125 g) unsweetened chocolate, chopped and melted (page 40)
1 cup (8 fl oz/250 mil) low-fat or nonfat Buttermilk, at room temperature


 The mix when it first comes out is very pale but when it bakes it is a reddish brown. According to Elinor Klivans the cake gets it's color from the interaction of the unsweetened chocolate and the alkaline baking  soda in the batter.

 1.) The cookbook suggests buttering the two 9 inch pans. But I decided to do my first cake in the Giant Cupcake and instead of butter I used Pam's Baking spray with flour. The book suggests preheating the oven to 350 degrees F.

Giant Cupcake Pan from William Sonoma

2.) Lightly tap the rim of  a fine-mesh sieve over a small bowl while adding the flour, baking soda, and salt. Set aside.

The flour, baking soda and salt that was lightly tapped out of a fine mesh sieve
3.) Using the paddle attachment in a stand mixer combine the butter and the sugar (aka creaming the butter) . Beat on medium speed until the mixture is light and airy and lightens in color (refer to page 38 about creaming the butter if you have more questions).


Creaming the butter

Another view of creaming the butter

4.) Add the eggs one at a time and beat on medium for one minute after each addition. Occasionally stop/scrape down the mixer.  


Creamed butter and eggs added

Close up of the eggs added to the creamed butter

Creamed butter while the eggs are being beat on medium

5.) After all of the eggs have been added add the vanilla extract and beat for 1 minute longer.

Close up of the batter.

6.) Put the batter to the side and melt the chocolate over the double boiler on medium to low. Be careful not to burn the chocolate. Takes about 2 to 5 minutes after the water boils and make sure to stir it until it all melts.

Chocolate melting on a double boiler.

Close up of the melted chocolate!

7.) Add the melted chocolate to the batter and beat the mixture on medium speed until the batter is uniform in color.


The melted chocolate added to the mixture

Mixing of the batter on medium speed

The batter is mixed enough so it is uniform.
8.) Reduce the mixer to low. Add the dry ingredients in 3 batches alternatively with the buttermilk so that you begin and end with the dry ingredients. Before adding the ingredients make sure to well incorporate the batter before adding the alternative ingredient.

9.) Pour the batter into the prepare Giant Cup Cake pan and smooth the top with a spatula. Bake for 30 minutes (for 9 inch pans but for this one was more like 60 minutes. So I would test with  tooth pick at 45 minute then evaluate. If it comes out dry it is ready. If it is wet or comes out with crumbs continue to bake until the cakes come out dry).


The batter in the giant cupcake pan seems light now but it bakes a dark reddish brown.
10.) Let cool in the pan for 15 minutes then let cool. Then run a thin knife carefully along the inside edge of the pan. Invert a wire rack on top of the cake and invert the cake pan. Lift off the pan it should slide out nicely. Let cool at least 45 minutes. This cupcake after being cooled it can be stored in plastic wrap and stored at room temperature for up to 2 days.


The cupcakes are waiting to be cooled for 15 minutes.

Close up of the bottom of the cupcake on the Giant cupcake

Close up of the top of the cupcake on the Giant cupcake

Another view of the baked cake in the Giant Cupcake pan

Ta-Da! inverted and cooling on a rack.

How the cake looks cooled and not cut/decorated

Another view of the Giant Cupcake

Yet another view of this masterpiece of a Giant cupcake

11.) Cut the cake so to get the excess off so that it will sit evenly like above picture. Then slice the cake in layer to add the filling and to add the syrup (so that it will be more moist). I made sure to keep it in order so I know how to assemble the cake.

Cakes sliced and in order so it can be put back together correctly.

12.) Next make the Coffee Syrup:


Instant coffee, water and granulated sugar = coffee syrup

Coffee Syrup (page 110 in William Sonoma's Collection:Cake book)

0.25 cup /2 fl oz/ 60 ml water
0.25 cup /2 fl oz/ 60 ml granulated sugar
0.5 tablespoon instant coffee powder


1.) In a small saucepan stir together the water and the granulate sugar over low heat until the sugar dissolves and the mixture is hot

Water and granulate sugar over low heat

Water and granulate sugar over low heat being stirred.

2.) Stir in instant coffee powder and let cool.

Instant coffee powder being added to the mixture

The final result of the coffee syrup 13.)

13.) Brush the coffee syrup onto both sides of the pieces of cake with a pastry brush. I suggest getting a jelly roll pan line it with parchment paper and then put the cooling rack on top of it. I got two from Sur la Table that were a jelly roll and cooling rack set on sale.

Brushing on with a pastry brush the coffee syrup onto both sides of the cakes.

14.) Put the cake aside to make the Cannoli Filling. Hopefully you drained the ricotta cheese overnight as it says in the following recipes.

The first Cannoli Filling Recipe that I got was HORRIBLE! It did not have confectioners sugar in it but rather granulated sugar and it did not set up right. I no longer trust cooks.com or where ever I got that recipe. I had to go to the woman who knows it all and if she does not she has someone find it out: Martha Stewart. I however used grated lemons instead of orange for a more subtle taste. I also did not have access to mini chocolate chips and I felt that the cannoli filling needed more chocolate bits!

Martha Stewart's Classic Cannoli Filling
Copyright of Marthastewart.com

Ingredients:

2 3/4 cups (22 ounces) fresh ricotta cheese
3/4 cup confectioners' sugar
3 tablespoons mini semisweet chocolate chips
3/4 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
3/4 teaspoon finely grated orange zest
1/4 teaspoon fresh lemon juice

  1.  Line a sieve with a layer of cheesecloth, and set over a bowl. Spoon ricotta into sieve. Cover, and let drain in the refrigerator overnight.
  2. With an electric mixer on medium speed, beat ricotta and confectioners' sugar until fluffy. Beat in chocolate chips, vanilla, zest, and lemon juice. Cover with plastic wrap, and refrigerate.



Cindy's Cupcake Cake Cannoli Filling (based on the Cannoli Filing by Martha Stewart)

Ingredients:

2.75 cups (22 ounces) fresh ricotta cheese
0.75 cup confectioners' sugar
2 cups chopped roughly milk chocolate or 2 cups mini chocolate morsels
0.75 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
0.75 teaspoon finely grated lemons (about 4 or 5 lemons)
0.25 teaspoon fresh lemon juice

  1. Spoon ricotta over a sieve and drain overnight ( or 4 to 8 hours) over a bowl. Cover with plastic wrap.
  2. Using Stand mixer on medium speed, beat ricotta and confectioners' sugar until fluffy. Then beat in each item: chocolate/chocolate chips, vanilla, zest and then lemon juice. Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate at least one hour so that it can firm.
15.) When the Cannoli filling is cooled assemble the cake back together layer the filling. I would suggest putting it on a cookie sheet that is lined with parchment paper. Then put the cooling rack over the lined cookie sheet and put the cake on top of that cooling rack. 

The bottom layer of the Giant Cupcake

The Giant Cupcake reassembled with cannoli filling in between the layers
16.) Put the cake aside and chill. Make the Chocolate Ganache

Chocolate Ganache (page 28 & 29 in William Sonoma's Collection:Cake book)

8 oz/ 250 g semisweet (plain) or bittersweet chocolate (I used Hershey Chocolate because Cindy loves it)
2 tablespoons unsalted butter
5 oz / 160 ml heavy cream plus more as needed to adjust the consistency
1 teaspoon vanilla extract (essence)

1.) Chop the chocolate into small pieces so that they will melt quickly without burning. Make sure when you chop the chocolate not to touch it with your hands otherwise the chocolate will melt on your hands. Set the chocolate aside.


The butter and the cream in the heavy saucepan.

2.) Heat the butter and cream. Cut the butter into 2 equal pieces. In a heavy saucepan on medium-low heat combine the cream and the butter. Heat until the butter is melted and tiny bubbles have formed along the side of the pan which takes about 2 minutes. The mixture should be 160 F on an instant read thermometer. Do not allow the mixture to boil or it will scorch and give the finished ganache a burned tastes.


Hershey Chocolate chopped

The chocolate added to the butter/cream mixture

3.) Remove the pan from the heat and immediately add the chopped chocolate. Let the chocolate sit in the hot cream mixture for about 30 seconds to soften.



4.) Add the vanilla extract to the chocolate-cream mixture. Using the whisk, blend the mixture in a circular motion until all the chocolate is melted and the mixture is smooth.

5.) At this point, the mixture will be smooth and pourable. I waited 1-2 hours for it to cool and it was still like a thick glaze for the whole cake. I poured it over the cake and it was a mess. I let it sit for 30 minutes. Then I had a great idea to hide the mess. Also after 30 minutes it started to look better and glossy. I wrapped Hershey chocolate around the cupcake to make it look like a cupcake liner.


It eventually looks great.

First coating of the ganche


I added a Hershey chocolate to make a chocolate Cupcake liner. It also hides imperfections plus tastes good!

Different view of the cupcake from a different side and angle

Another angle again and look how gloss that cake looks!

Then I added the fun confetti sprinkles.

Another view of the cake with confetti sprinkles

Another view of the cake with confetti sprinkles

Another view of the cake with confetti sprinkles

Close up of the cake with confetti sprinkles
17.) Add the Happy Birthday Candles. Hint: I got Wilton version for less than the one I got at the supermarket by another brand and it is a difference of $2 or $3! I took a lot of pictures of the final product because I was afraid that it was not going to make it to the Dottas.



Final product:Happy Birthday Cindy!

Magazine view of the cake.

More of an top view of the Giant Cupcake


Last view of the cake which went fast at the party!



Penny Loves Pop-Pop Cookies (please see my Father's day post 2011 for the recipe):

1.) One that spells her name. I was going to have her name on the cake but the cookies grew too big when they were in the oven. But at least no one could take her name cookies because they have her name on it.


The cookie pops that went to Cindy's party

Cindy's name in cookies X 2




2.) To make cookie pops:

I used Wilton's circle cookie pop molds which I got at Michaels.

1.) Spray Baking Pam with flour on the mold.


Pans sprayed with Baking Pam's with flour

2.) Fill cavity with cookie dough 1/8 below top edge, insert sticks into dough covering 2 inch of end or up to stick line shown on pan. Tip get many of these pans because they need a long time to cook otherwise the cookie sticks come out of the cookie and I recommend a shorter pop than a longer one. It can lead to much distress otherwise and yelling. Also put the cookies one pan at a time like the below. Not the other way. Try also not to let the cookie sticks touch the sides of the oven.

Cookies with cookie sticks ready for the oven

 3.) Bake on middle rack for 10 to15 minutes

Be careful taking the cookie pops out of the oven because they are awkward.

 4.) Cook in pan for 5 minutes gently loosening with a spatula. The cookie sticks do not stay white after baking. Perhaps if you have time paint them or add ribbons going up the pop or just keep them as is. People eat them and sometimes do not even look at the cookie sticks.

The cookies up close in the cookie pan.



Close up of Penny Loves Pop-Pop Cookie Pops.



Penny Loves Pop-Pop Cookies on a stick. My first attempt to make these.


July 2nd: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!

If My Friends want to buy my cookies

Le Bois Sucré
 Le Bois Sucré Cookies:

* Usually the cookies run about 24 large cookies depending on the type of recipe. The price reflects what fits inside of a Shoe box like container.

Snickerdoodles

Snickerdoodles: 19th Century Classic cookie with Cinnamon and Sugar $25.00
Chocolate Chip Cookies: The traditional amount of chocolate chips in the cookie $28.00
                                                Upgrade to Hershey Chocolate bars + 2.00= $30.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli + 4.00= $32.00
                                                Upgrade to with peanut butter chips + 2.00= $30.00
                                                Upgrade to with toffee+ 2.00= $30.00
                                                Upgrade to with butterscotch + 2.00= $30.00
                                                Upgrade to with Ghirardelli White Chocolate+ 2.00= $30.00
                                               
Experimental Cookies: Any Cookie I try out that is non Gourmet $28.00/ Gourmet $30.00
Stuffed Chocolate Chip Cookies: Twice the amount of Chocolate Chips, Double the fun $32.00
                                                Upgrade to Hershey Chocolate bars + 2.00= $34.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli or White Ghirardelli Chocolate+ 4.00=$36.00
                                                Upgrade to with peanut butter chips + 2.00= $34.00
                                                Upgrade to with toffee+ 2.00= $34.00
                                                Upgrade to with butterscotch + 2.00= $34.00
                                               

Round Sugar Cookies: round shaped decorated with sanding sugars and/ or sprinkles $32.00

"Spelling Bee" Sugar cookies. Bee hives, Small bees, large Bees, Dragon fly, and B-E-E letters.
                                                Cookie pops or Cookie Cutter shapes +$10.00= $42.00
                                                If I do not have desired shape +$10.00 + cost of cutter+ $2.00 fee =                                                                                                                                                            TBA




Le Bois Sucré Gourmet Cookies:
* Usually the cookies run about 24 large cookies depending on the type of recipe. The price reflects what fits inside of a Shoe box like container.

The Bad! Girl Scout: Cinnamon Graham Crackers, Marshmallows, Chocolate chips, White chocolate                                                                                                                                    chips = $36.00
                                                Upgrade to Hershey Chocolate bars + 2.00= $38.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli + 4.00= $40.00

Maura, The Bad! Girl Scout: Cinnamon Graham Crackers, Marshmallows, Chocolate chips, White                                                                                      chocolate chips and extra cinnamon= $36.00
                                                Upgrade to Hershey Chocolate bars + 2.00= $38.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli + 4.00= $40.00

Cardwell, The Bad! Girl Scout: Cinnamon Graham Crackers, Marshmallows, Chocolate chips, Peanut butter, Peanut Butter Chips = $36.00
                                                Upgrade to Hershey Chocolate bars + 2.00= $38.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli + 4.00= $40.00

Penny love Pop-Pop cookies


Penny Love Pop-Pop Cookies : Ghirardelli Dark bittersweet chocolate mix of 60% and 70% cacao and Butterscotch chips= $36

From upper left hand corner and clockwise: Stratford Cookie, Stickey Fingers (will be more Reeses Pieces), Oreo Bark (which will be chopped up and put into a cookie) and Cupid's Regret.

Stratford Cookies: Chocolate chips, Marshmallow and Shredded coconut = $36.00
                                                Upgrade to Hershey Chocolate bars + 2.00= $38.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli + 4.00= $40.00

Mmm... Stratford Cookies: M&M's chocolate, Marshmallow and Shredded coconut= $36.00
Oreo White Chocolate Bark Cookies: Homemade Oreo cookies & white chocolate bark = $36.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli + 4.00= $40.00
Sticky Finger Cookies:  Reese Peanut Butter pieces and Butterfinger candy = $36.00
Sundae Cookies: Hot fudge Sauce and Carmel Sauce (A sundae in a cookie)= $36.00
Cupid's Regret: Cinnamon Hearts and White Chocolate Chips = $36.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli White Chocolate + 4.00= $40.00

It Snowed in Stamford: Peppermint candies, Peppermint Extract and White Chocolate = $36.00
                                                Upgrade to Ghirardelli White Chocolate + 4.00= $40.00

Out of this World Cookies: Hot Fudge sauce, Caramel Sauce, Milky Way Candy bar and Chocolate                                                                                                                                     chunks = $40.00
Grand Marnier Cookies: Grand Marnier, Orange Ganache, Ghirardelli Dark Chocolate,= $40.00
Old Fashion Scout Leader: Honey Graham Crackers, Marshmallows, Ghirardelli Dark Chocolate                                                                                                                            Chocolate , = $40.00
Scout Leader: Honey Graham Crackers, Marshmallows, Ghirardelli Dark Chocolate, White  chocolate chips = $40.00
Peanut "Better" Cookies (Not better for you but a better tasting Peanut Butter cookie): Reese's Peanut Butter cups, Milk Chocolate, Lightly Salted Peanuts,  and Peanut Butter chips = $40.00

French Butter Cookies

French Butter Cookies (aka French Button Cookies): Petite butter cookies with sanding sugar in the                                                                                                                         shape of buttons= $40.00

Cookie Pops:  Most flavors available choice of Star, Flower or Heart = $42.00

Giant Cookie:  HOPE TO BE AVAILABLE FOR DELIVERY SOON! Pick Up Only now!
one 10.5 X 3/4 inch cookie available in most flavors = $42.00

Cookie Cups:  Most flavors available makess 11 cups = $40.00

The Great American Bake Sale: A Seemingly Simple Idea For A Complex Problem


I love to bake and I have been trying to waste food less but in order to get better I need to practice. But I do not have a commerical kitchen and I live in a small condo with a dog. Because of Penny I cannot sell legally to the public.But I do clean my kitchen and with the exceptions of Penny I could pass the health inspection. Whenever I bake an item I always do a floor to ceiling clean up and I always wear a bakers hat so no hairs fall in. For now I have to only be a home baker with high aspirations. But what do with all of that baked goods without becoming 500 lbs?

The Great American Bake Sale is a charity you can do at any time, with any amount people and at your pace. It seems even childish and what a child would propose but that is part of the fun. This "childish" idea is going to help children be daydreamers and to help them do well in school. It works and it is not too hard to do and Share our Strength is organizing it so $1.00 means 10 meals for a child! What can you get for $1.00 besides items at a fundraising bake sale! I am going to try to work out a long bake sale with my friends so that we can help hard working people get food on the table.

I am still in the stages of figuring out how to actually do the Great American Bake Sale. Like how do I  include people? My great home baking friends unfortunately do not live close! Does one person do a cookie and send it out to the local bake sale? Does one person get one item and they ship it out to online requests so there is no waste?

What I do know is that I want to do some online sales, do some work bake sales, maybe some school bake sales and some other local bake sales. Also it costs a lot to do the bake sales so I am thinking maybe get some local people together and pool our money to get items for the bake sale. Then we deduct the costs for the items and then give the profits to the Great American Bake Sale. There are going to be a lot of trials and I see many errors because how do we collect the online sales plus shipping fees? I want to try to prevent food waste as well so online bake sales really makes sense. But online sales are not enough and I do not really want my friends to be the only clients. So we need to also pound the pavement and sell some baked goods for charity! I am sure if someone is hungry and they see our great baked goods we will not just have to rely on friend donations. I know I cannot resist a good bake sale!

Maybe at work I could organize it and have a baking contest and bake sale. The Baking contest entry fee could go, minus the prize, go to the Charity or maybe even my work could donate a prize. I have to see if people would be interested in it. I do not think I will be able to do the bake sale soon but I hope to at the latest have one for the fall. Also the website suggests getting local organizations to donate items so you can have a bake sale/raffle which gets people in and they also might not ask for change.

An example of "Mr. Ugly Tomatoes" from blogger The Garden Apartment please click here for a recipe for Ugly Tomato Soup.
Why do I want to donate my time, energy and why you should join me?

No child should ever go hungry in a country that farms corn just to feed live stock. It is a shame that children go hungry because we throw away/waste so much food. We throw away the food because it might look "ugly" but actually is still fresh produce. Sometimes when produce looks ugly it can be because the produce is rotten or expired in some sort of sense but we are not talking about that kind of produce.

An example is "Mr.Ugly tomatoes" and produce that might not be uniform so it goes in the trash or it does not get eaten because supermarkets will not buy them.The Garden Apartment talks about how that brand is called "Mr. Ugly Tomato because that farmer could not sell his tomatoes to the supermarkets because they were too ugly!  If supermarkets will not buy these items for some random flaw like they are too big, too small or are ugly then the items cannot be sold. If they cannot be sold then they cannot be eaten so they might be composted or they are just thrown away/left rotting in the fields. Pretty cruel when people are starving to not even have a place to sell these items and to see the piles of food rotting. I learned about this from another Food Network documentary "The Big Waste." But there are also communities (like the one that was featured in another Food Network documentary "Hunger Hits Home") that grow produce and market their items to those that might not have access to these fresh items due to monetary reasons. So there is hope!

 Now some supermarkets are helping to waste less and have items like the Ugly Tomatoes that actual sell less than other uniform tomatoes. If you are making a soup who cares if it is good looking because it is going to be pureed! (Try The Garden Apartment's Ugly Tomato Soup some time!)

We as a nation need to be less picky sometimes about our produce appearance because as long as it is not rotten or spoiled we should eat it! In Italy if you buy an apple and it has worms in it they tell you to cut around it. We need to be somewhere in the middle between high glossy apples with chemicals on it to make it shiny and Italian worm holed apples. Of course pay less for less desirable produce which can help those families that might not be starving or qualifying for assistance but are very much on a budget. Sometimes you need some glossy apples for a centerpiece and sometimes you are not going for looks because it is going to be applesauce anyway. If life gives you an ugly tomato make soup or sauces. Save the pretty tomatoes for those upscale nights of pretty tomato and mozzarella salads drizzled with basil and olive oil.

We need to be mind full of our waste and its impact on our community. We waste food by ordering when we are not hungry and ordering huge portions then not reusing the items. First of all that is a lot of waste that needs to go somewhere and it is probably also associated with some sort of packaging that is not able to be composted. Second we need to think again not of the children starving in Africa or Russia but perhaps some girl or boy who lives maybe a couple miles away or maybe even next door. We need to eat our leftovers and if we do not want to eat leftovers do not buy the food you cannot finish. I do not understand those that never eat leftovers when they have leftovers. Maybe it is the cheap Scott/Irish girl who came from a family of six that makes me always utilize leftovers/try to limit waste.

It is an epidemic in our country. I am trying to lose weight, eat better and trying to waste food less but I am still a contributor to that mess. A big example is that last year we were unable to help Cindy collect all of her produce and a lot of it went to waste. This year I hope to be able to help more now that I hopefully will have more than two Sundays a month off and I am mostly on evening shifts. The Friday midnight shifts on my weekend off and having to return every Monday at 3 pm ruined me. I never enjoyed the weekend and was a zombie! But this is a new year and we hope to can this year, freeze some items and to work our menus around what is popping up in Cindy's and her Father's gardens.

The reason I want to do The Great American Bake Sale at some points is because it something that seems so simple and easy but can really create an impact.Everyday we see pictures of third world countries where children are starving but how often do we see and acknowledge the starving kids that might actually live here and that might actually live next door? It is something small that I can do that can impact a lot of people because Share Our Strength does all the leg work I just get to do the fun stuff. I doubt I could raise all that money and have access to be able to turn $1.00 into ten meals for a child!

A child that does not eat, cannot feed it's brain and cannot do well in school. That child will be sickly and cost more in the long run. It is actually cheaper to funds good breakfasts at school, good healthy lunches. Many children only eat when they are at school and do not have dinner. But when school is out those children that were lucky enough to be in school program unfortunately go hungry all day.We need funding so that these children can excel and can eat also when school is not in session because kids need to eat healthy year round to grow to be good and functioning adults. It is not a hand out, it is an investment! Please see this Food Network "Hunger Hits Home" video.

One of the prerequisites in order to get into the Honors program for French Culinary is that you have to video tape yourself separating three eggs and beat them into stiff peaks. That is going to take a lot of practice to do it correctly. If you do not separate the egg whites perfectly or if you get oils from your fingers in the bowl it will not form peaks. So what am I going to do with those bombs? I am going to probably bake something else that is less finicky. It will be like the using ugly tomatoes for sauces and soups idea I talked about earlier. And when I have made the stiff peaks I will add sugar and I am going to probably make bake meringues or something with them. Otherwise that is a waste of money and resources something this baker feels uneasy about.

Another thing that you have to do is say on video where you see yourself in 5 years. Okay so this dream might take at least 5 years on the back burner in order to even get into the door of the French Culinary Institute. This means I will have some time to think about what I really want to do. But in the mean while I plan to bake a lot so that when I do get into the French Culinary Institute I can go already have the basics techniques down. I want to bake outside of my comfort zone and also try chocolate techniques. I plan that while I am in school I want to be available to internships, possible Food network prepping or assisting, or other great opportunities offered. With the basic techniques down learn while I am in class with some basic knowledge I can then focus more on how to be better and how manage my time better.

I am trekking into New York when I could drive to Norwalk, CT Community college in 20-30 minutes because of the reputation and the business connections. I want to learn from the best, intern with the best and have a great leg up because I do not want to be a failing cupcake shoppe. I want to be a Pastry Chef who has her own business and who is profitable!

So since I do not want to be 500 lbs (or even my current weight) I was thinking about where I could give the food and if maybe I could help others with it. I am thinking maybe donating it to local church bake sales in churches that raise money for the poor or who have a pantry for those who are poor. Also a lot of churches have weekly meals for the poor and perhaps they might take my baked goods. I was also thinking about selling it to people for a little above cost then giving most of the profits to this organization "Share our Strength."

 I was day dreaming about going to French Culinary Institute and after a long day of school meeting up with friends who live in NYC and perhaps selling the items I made for the day (if there are items to be coming home with) and giving the profits to "Share Our Strength" and perhaps having  other in the class do the same. Also I would be getting out on Mondays, Wednesdays and Friday around 11:30 which is like 8 pm for New Yorkers. I have friends who have drooled over my past blogs and the pictures that I have put up on facebook. I know my New York friends especially on Friday nights would love to have inexpensive baked goods in the expensive world of NYC plus the whole charity angle will not hurt!

But 5 years is a long time. I am thinking about doing the Great American Bake sale with a couple of friends. I am not sure how I am going to do it, if it is going to be online, in many different cities/countries/states and how it is going to match up. But I am going to do it. I currently love to bake and I need an audience to practice with and why not practice while helping others!

The program benefits Share our Strength which is an organization that is trying to make sure no kid goes hungry and they hope to do so by 2015. Please visit their website for more information on how they raise money/ provide food to kids in need and consider donating http://www.strength.org/childhood_hunger/.

What to help but do not know where to start here are some helpful hints from  Food Network

Here are four ways to take action against childhood hunger today:
1. Donate to local food pantries
2. Support your school meal
programs
3. Call your local member of Congress and make it clear to them how important it is that they support programs to end hunger
4.
Be a Part of Share Our Strength’s Food Blogger Bake Sale on April 28

So The Cookie Crumbles


Penny at 6 months in our linen closet

Well as you may or not remember I was going to try to make extra money by baking cookies. I do not have a tax id# so I cannot cut the cost of the items that I make and I live in a 600 square foot condo complex with a sweet dog named Penny. Because of Penny I could not pass health codes because dogs have to be 500 square feet from the kitchen. Since I love Penny more than money I was doomed to make only coins named after her. People love my items but my friends are poor and I was only able to sell to them. So it was kind of like a tupperware party and my friends were all tupperwared out.

I did do a lot of baking and trying out of recipes but away from the cameras and the blog. I have been perfecting my apple-pear galette which is a BIG hit with my friends and family. I also have been dreaming about going back to school to be a Pastry Chef and my big dream is to The French Culinary Insitute. However it is really expensive and I want to do the 9 month advanced/honors Pastry Chef program. Although expensive it is a great place to learn,I would get a lot of internship possibilities and business contacts. But where would I get this money?

At first I thought okay keep the condo and then have a place to do the baking but that is too expensive mortage + baking place+ prices of food+ I still need to move my items and have a place to meet possible clients. So I am thinking of a time line of saving for 5 years getting a place with a basement then go back to school. Then do catering out of the basement kitchen (dog free), do online sales, go to local coffee shops/etc anyone who would sell it and do like cookie/ice cream or tea parties alla event planning. The idea of having a place to live and then running a bakery is too much for me right now! Plus I do not want all that work, to handle employees (pay for employees) and all that potencial food waste. There would be TOO MUCH OVERHEAD! That is why I think the next step would be to have a home basement kitchen that rocks. Plus if I added a room it could be later sold as a potencial basement apartment or a in law suite adding value to the house.

Our next step is to go to a financial advisor to see if my dream can be a reality and so we can budget accordingly. We shall see. Until then I am going to try to bake more, practice new techniques,and save money. I am also learning to can items this year, make jams and learn to infuse vodkas with fruits.